What Will Become of Me?

What will become of me? I cringe to think.
So many ideas and aspirations.
But what will become of those?
So many complications in this life.
I'm losing my passion for anything.
I can be bought or sold,
Just for the price of curiosity, opinion, or words.
People come to me and say,
Words they think I want to hear.
But they don't understand.
I want my words to be clear.
I want my opinions to matter.
I want my dreams to be heard.
I want to feel loved and important.
Especially by those most important to me.
I'm too scared to stand,
To speak until my voice is heard.
So until then, I wait.
Until I get the nerve to stand,
I will go on listening to their thoughts.
But I will continue to ask myself,
What will become of me?
I cringe to think.