What I Meant To Say...

I wanted to tell you how I feel. But sometimes, I just can't find the words.

Then it hit me. There aren't any words. However that doesn't help my situation. Even if I can't find the words, I still want to show you.

I want to tell you how I feel, but I can't. Instead, the feeling just rests inside me. Growing more and more every day. It threatens me, us. I realize that the only way for me to show you, would be if I were to burst.

Then I would just be in pieces. I wouldn't be much good to you, but at least this feeling would be off my chest, and finally I would have some peace.